Teacher's in a tango community are always going to be your guru. Not surprising that the world 'guru' is used in Malay and other iterations of religion and activities to mean someone of great knowledge and wisdom. You're always going to imprint on the first person who told you to close your eyes, lay your hands on their chest and walk backward, or the one that first shows you an ocho. Ah, to go back into a beginner class. One thing that I've realized I've missed is the excitement of opening someone's eyes to tango, which Mtango practica provided exactly the conducive environment to do. As I've continued on and (hopefully) gotten a better understanding of what is out there, I've forgotten to seek out the beginner-treating them more as a nuisance and a barrier to my advancement to the dance- than anything else.
But what I've forgotten is what they teach me in return, challenging the very core and basic knowledge that I have on how to walk, how to transfer a movement, how to embrace.
Maybe that's the challenge of a small community, that you're always wanting to be at the forefront of pushing boundaries rather than looking back, mainly because there are so little choices to play with. sigh.
I miss AA. I really should shut up about it now.
But what I've forgotten is what they teach me in return, challenging the very core and basic knowledge that I have on how to walk, how to transfer a movement, how to embrace.
Maybe that's the challenge of a small community, that you're always wanting to be at the forefront of pushing boundaries rather than looking back, mainly because there are so little choices to play with. sigh.
I miss AA. I really should shut up about it now.
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