Tangueras!

Wednesday session with a flood of women, something around the ratio of 1:3 minimum so the female leads decided to take matters into their own hands. Beautifully fun though, I often feel that women have innately a greater sense of musicality because they are not worried about doing multiple fancy moves (mainly because they haven't been taught it). There's also something very nice about a woman's embrace-and a lot of boob wars going on- which lets you feel for an instant what you might actually feel like to a guy.

Still trying to sort out my own lead though, I feel somewhat limited in the movements and there are so many I would like to do, but I don't have the tools or the language to do it. It's also potentially because I'm treating leading as a 'self-learning' thing, thinking that since I already know it's counter move that I can deduce the lead. Unfortunately this doesn't occur a lot of times. There's also this abject panic of knowing that "shit, shit, that beat is coming up and it would be great for a molinete!" then panicking, overdoing it and executing too early.

There's also this dichotomy of walk walk, ocho, walk, ocho that I seem to be trapped in. I really do wonder what it's like dancing with me as a lead and I also don't know whether it's fun as a follower to execute on this dual track anyway. Hmmm, time for more experimentation...